disaster

I'm falling apart with every secondAnd still I prefer it this wayBecause i would go to hell and backIf it meant that i could stayBecause a moment in this hellIs equal to a thousand in this blissI'm about to suffer eternal strifeSo please allow me another poisoned kissThis was a train wreck from the startBut I couldn't watch you shed a single tearNow years of agony have passedAnd I don't know what I'm still doing hereEverything has gone so wrongAnd yet the love i feel for you seem so rightI day dream about you all dayAnd I cry myself to sleep at nightI guess when it comes down to convoluted feelingsYou could say i am the masterI found a hell in this heaven Call it the perfect disaster